Level 1 equine care Lots of experience

I’m looking for a live in job preferably and taking my 4 year old cob with me. I worked at Luccombe riding school for 4 years had work experience at a racing yard and been with horses since I was 13. I can't ride well due to lack in confidence.

Nearly 4 years volunteering work at luccombe riding centre.
Trail day at Richard ford racing. Trail at showjumping Helping at holnest equestrian. I ride my friends horse sometimes ( still classes as an novice tho)

I don’t mind helping around I’ve Done nearly 4 years voluntary work helping around the yard tacking up horses, grooming, lungeing, leading Children and teaching, poo picking, mucking out, keeping the barn swept and clean, tack cleaning etc. Riding some horses but still classed as a novice. I also use to lead children and taught lessons

I can walk and trot. I like to do some dressage (square halts transitions etc) lost confidence I've been riding cobs mostly/ cob crosses

I’ve never competed before